The Emotions of a Soldier-Killer

In everyday newspapers and on TV, the fate of soldiers who killed people for money in various wars is discussed. Poles also take part in this during so-called “Peacekeeping Missions.” The emotions are released only after returning home, within the family, and then the acting out begins upon loved ones or through self-destruction. For how can one live peacefully with the memory of such events without reflection and emotional release? Link Wars and battles were always fought through hacking, hand-to-hand labor in direct confrontation with another living, emotional human being. Today military technology has changed, and sometimes soldiers experience a sense of unreality regarding what they are doing, even though it is carried out on a massive scale. One pulls the trigger and suddenly there is no longer a large house together with its inhabitants. Or an entire city disappears, like the Japanese Hiroshima and Nagasaki. Those pilots returned home safely after carrying out their mission, but in what state of mind?

It is different with the karma of a soldier-killer from previous incarnations. I myself could not cope for more than half a year with the unexpected information that 150 years ago I used weapons for ignoble purposes. (As if there were any other positive purpose.) I could neither forgive nor understand myself, nor understand how I could have been such a man. I wrote and recorded a long prayer based on a biographical book, in which sentence by sentence I forgave myself for the entire past. These prayers helped uncover the Hindu cause that had led to seeking a military profession. In India I had been fascinated by the recitation of the Mahabharata, and after hundreds of years those thoughts materialized again, this time in America.

Understanding and a turning point came after conversations with Dorota Kielan, when it became clear that it was not I who had fought in nineteenth-century wars, but an earlier incarnation of my soul. After all, I, Sławek, was never in any war, never fought, never shot at anyone. So how am I supposed to forgive MYSELF for this?

I can, want to, and am able to forgive such actions of my soul and its personalities. It was not I—the personality named Sławek—but my soul that underwent those experiences during its previous stay on Earth. Therefore I changed the content of the prayer so that its results would encompass the SOUL and the actions of THOSE former personalities whom I do not even remember. Removing from one’s own soul the burden of being a killer brings enormous relief in the energies and greatly illuminates them, especially in the space of the heart and the 3rd and 2nd chakras.

People carrying the karma of the SS, the Gestapo, or Vietnam also struggle with this issue. Here they are additionally entangled in drugs. The dominant belief is: “I did it… I was a guard in the gas chambers, I shot Jews.” Around the personalities, their souls hold remembered images of destroying others and the awareness that they committed such acts. Relationships with loved ones are usually tense; marriages, if they exist at all, are quarrelsome.

Everyone has the right to forgive themselves for everything, and precisely NOW. Not in some distant future, but today. It is necessary to remove from oneself responsibility for what happened 100 or 450 years ago. The soul also has such a right, and our role is to speak to it the words: “I forgive you, my soul, for the fact that you and your personalities destroyed other people and other beings during wars.” The response from the soul and from the world will almost always be immediate.

A mistake or wrongdoing of the soul becomes easier to forgive with the awareness that inspirations toward destruction came from astral beings. At the beginning it is worth dealing with reptiles, the white astral, and the blockages that have been introduced into our energies and ways of thinking. Link

Opublikowano: 18/05/2026
Autor: Sławomir Majda
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