Why am I repulsed by meat? — A conversation

Natalia, 09:38
Why can’t I bring myself to touch beef, veal, mutton, lamb, or even horse meat? I block completely. I can eat pork, chicken, or turkey. If it matters, there were many butchers in my maternal grandfather’s family… Is there something deeper here, or is it simply my (sensitive) psyche?
Karolina, 09:39
I see many hunters in your field; your Soul (YS) eats the meat of those animals and then vomits. You also have many slaughter-animal incarnations in your being — mainly cows. YS, in some strange way, feels sorry for slaughter animals; when it looks at them, it vomits.
Red meat is hard to digest, and Leszek Żądło used to say it is low-vibrational, especially pork. I also see shamanic outfits on you — some connected with buffalo; your soul-aspect killed brutally. It stands completely covered in blood. I see that in your shamanism there was plenty of everything — your soul-aspects sacrificed many animals to the gods and then wore their skins. Your soul-aspects stand entirely drenched in the blood of animals from shamanic rituals. I see many drums made from the hides of those animals for your shamans.
Agnieszka, 09:42
And return the hunting outfits you’re wearing. You change them like gloves — it’s a whole collection for the soul, and you’re wearing them too. The soul has a collection of killing tools as well: spears, hooks…
Once I did regression for someone and only animal incarnations came up. It seemed unbelievable — only animals appeared. And here with you, too, there are many animals.
Natalia, 09:48
And for me that shamanism or hunting seemed so distant… and yet, appearances.
Karolina, 09:49
You have many white and black shamans — those who contact the spirits of the heavens and the underworld. You have tanned cat skins on a cord. Lots of them.
Agnieszka, 09:49
Witches around you aren’t idle either — they’re watching me so I don’t expose them. They also kill animals. Your soul is already tired of such afterimages and tastes of blood; it wants a new environment, it clearly says so, and it will gladly release things during Intentions. The soul also has clothing and decorations made of hides — it strokes them, but it’s had enough.
You also have an incarnation as a beautiful mare — she died, she bled out during childbirth.
Karolina, 09:57
They’re also throwing out some bloody fairies from you. The first one I see — like the elf woman from “Lord of the Rings” — kills and eats a rabbit.
Dorota, 10:07
And I have a question, following Natalia’s — actually two: what do Souls eat and do they have to eat, and second — why do they need us avatars for anything at all? Since there they can do everything they want and however they want…
Until now Souls were abstract to me — elevated, blurred, with assumptions about their nobility etc. And now such concrete things come out. Maybe these questions are basic, but please explain to me like to a child — I want to understand.
Once I listened to a lecture by Leszek Żądło and he said that the Soul has to return to Earth after a year because its energy runs out… how is it really?
Karolina, 10:16
For Souls (S), we are puppets that take on their patterns. Whether a Soul must incarnate after a year — I doubt it, it depends on its intentions. Leszek mixed up the Soul with the subconscious. He actually removed the Soul from the terminology of his teachings.
Dorota, 10:32
So we’re like Sims? Only — why act things out on Sims if they can deal face-to-face with other Souls over there…
Agnieszka, 10:33
In many spiritual traditions they say that the soul wants to experience, and we’re supposed to humbly accept it. From what I see, Souls — in confusion and intoxication — entangle themselves in various situations, both there and here by sending the puppet. There, when they think, things instantly manifest — they don’t even finish a thought and the materialization is already there, then another one, and another twist of the situation.
In truth, we are directed by Souls through emotions, patterns… Free will is supposed to be 50%, but in practice we don’t have it. I managed to insist on something my way, but it hit me through emotions, there were screams from my Soul, and I saw my Soul getting angry because “she commands.”
Ela, 10:38
“But why do they need these puppets? To release patterns and cleanse themselves?”
I think — Aga also said this often — that Souls are like a cluster of patterns, incarnations. I have the impression that here in matter it’s easier to go with an Intention to God, because everything happens slower and heavier, so there is time for experiencing, analyzing, observing.
It’s probably Sławek who should explain whether Souls need us for real changes within themselves from the level of matter, because in the astral everything just happens, looping nonstop.
Dorota, 10:41
So as puppets we are at the very bottom of the hierarchy. Souls can treat us like humans treat their cat or dog — well or badly — and there is no understanding, because we do not understand the cat’s language and behavior, and it doesn’t understand ours.
Ela, 10:43
If someone has a cat, they sometimes care for it better than themselves. Imagine having hundreds of cats — I wouldn’t remember their names.
Dorota, 10:47
This is a totally different understanding of reality than I had even two weeks ago at the workshop.
Since I found the website — plus the workshop — I knew, but only now the full picture is settling in, and I’m shocked. For us humans it’s actually horrible… especially knowing that there may be hundreds of “Dorotas” in different timelines, and the Soul may not remember me at all, etc. And without clairvoyance, this work is blind. And without the knowledge I gained today, I treated certain patterns as positive and supported them…
Agnieszka, 11:26
*Dorota, but when you start working and your chakras grow large, when the connection to God is healed and strengthened — then the Soul notices such a working incarnation and the healing benefits it brings for the Soul. *

Opublikowano: 25/11/2025
Autor: s_majda
Kateogrie: Animals, Health

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