Hopelessness and Discouragement from Working with Prayers – Conversation from May 3, 2017

Mirka:
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Nothing makes sense and I’ve completely lost hope. It’s very hard to live with the awareness that I don’t matter, that my happiness is not taken into account. I know others supposedly have it worse, but God knows me, knows what I’m like, and that such a life feels like mere survival. I feel strange.

Sławomir Majda:
I remember that after a year of prayers, a program activated in me saying, “God does not exist.” Nothing helped for a week and it was a difficult time for me. Either your soul has so many entanglements visible at once that it cannot see a way out. DETERMINATION is welcome. I only experienced things getting worse while praying for six years with one sentence: “God, come to me, to my home.” Six years and nothing improved. But determination paid off.

Zosia:
I have that from time to time too, and lately quite often. But it may also be caused by changes in patterns and burdens. The whole arrangement of life shifts and changes, like LEGO blocks falling apart, and for example emptiness or meaninglessness appears. In place of the burdens that left, God places something new and disorientation appears at the level of ego and matter. The soul can also be disoriented because the old is leaving — and what next? That’s why one has to pray and continue working. Ask God for everything that is best, most beautiful, and highest quality, as God sees it and according to divine conditions.

Yes, only determination. I follow this rule, putting everything on one card: God and returning to Him. At this point there is confrontation with a resistant, manipulative, entangled soul and family influences. Therefore only with God and to God.

Małgorzata Krata:
Depressive states — how well I know them. While praying to God, I often experienced times when nothing worked, hopelessness, and the only thing I wanted was to lie down and stare at the ceiling with a feeling of emptiness. I survived it all, and I’m not clairvoyant to see what was happening and understand it clearly. A friend once said, “Make a complaint against your soul for constantly sending you depression.” I had many such difficult moments — truly many. Now it is sometimes still hard, but these are no longer depressions, only mood drops, when I feel an internal cry to God — “God, save me.” Not that working with Him makes no sense… Now, the real senselessness would be leaving this path.

Małgorzata Krata:
I think difficult moments appear together with sobering up… It’s known that nobody with an open heart and sober mind goes out to murder or enslave others. When we surrender intentions, the soul simultaneously gathers knowledge about past events. Then it sees a whole spectrum of information and what it has done — a trance-like state may appear where past events play out like a film. The soul sees consequences, which surely hurts, and often a question arises: what to do with such a huge burden and how to live with it further. Sometimes there may also be incomplete understanding, and then the soul may lack knowledge or faith that it is possible to get out of it. One can ask God to clarify everything so that such a trance-like state passes — and it passes when the burdens are released. Then joy returns and we are one step closer to God.

Sławomir Majda:
In Mirka’s case, it is probably not a trance but understanding entanglements and realizing there seems to be no way out. However, God gave souls and their personalities the ability to use free will as they choose.
In a trance, the soul is neither here nor now.

Małgorzata Krata:
“Understanding that there is no way out” — but how could there be no way out? You wrote it as if even God would not know what to do about it.

Sławomir Majda:
That’s another matter. Free will can always be used either to turn toward God or to remain stuck in patterns.

Małgorzata Krata:
Exactly — someone wrote on the website that some souls would rather be annihilated by God than continue working.

Sławomir Majda:
Such attitudes are motivated, among other things, by guilt, trance states, and agreements.

Zosia:
That is why the determination of the personality is very important.

Sławomir Majda:
Consider karmic crosses — a being can have hundreds or even thousands of them.

Małgorzata Krata:
And it may also matter who actually sees no sense or exit — Mirka or her soul. Since souls have multidimensional awareness, time passes before something manifests in matter. Souls may understand things differently. For them, a personality working with God might be the best incarnation they have ever had (for a conscious and sober soul, probably yes). Without God, they look for some exit, create an incarnation to repay debts, take one step forward while simultaneously accumulating new burdens and forming new agreements… a path without end.
Or worse, they do not see the need for liberation at all — that leads to unconsciousness and aversion to God.

Zosia:
Yes, a path without end. When I speak with souls of people who appear on my path, they constantly have some agreements and obligations. It’s like a bottomless well. But recently I spoke with a soul with whom we have no agreements.

Małgorzata Krata:
Exactly — there are countless agreements. Hardly anyone realizes how much they influence human life. For example, someone gets sick as atonement for past actions — suffering to satisfy victims (but that happens outside God. The person suffers, goes to a hospital, gets cut open, drugged, and new burdens are created that will need to be released in future incarnations). Or they go to a healer — the healer may remove a blockage at the level of souls, but only for one incarnation because of a prior agreement — “First I will heal you, then you will do something for me in the future.” These are agreements that must later be fulfilled.
The fact is that when something is done outside God, those blockages do not disappear into nothingness — they continue circulating somewhere in the astral realm. Only God can remove them permanently.

Zosia:
Moreover, souls manipulate by suggesting emotions so that the personality does what the soul wants. The soul shows at every step that it has agreements in almost every matter with almost everyone.

Małgorzata Krata:
It is a choice — either continue blocking oneself through agreements with other souls, or go toward God.

Opublikowano: 05/02/2026
Autor: Sławomir Majda
Kateogrie: Prayer techniques

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