Being Useful to God – A Conversation

Danusia:
I break all of this down into its smallest parts. Sometimes I worry that all this thinking and analyzing is just another entanglement, that in this work with God I sometimes split hairs too much. Maybe it would be better not to think so much about how everything works. I am strange that way… perhaps I carry the karma of some philosopher—maybe one of those who spoke more nonsense than wisdom, haha.

And I have this tendency—I have always had it throughout my life—to observe and define things.

Sławomir Majda:
You probably do. People like you need to understand in order to be able to tell God their thoughts precisely.

Danusia:
You know, for months I have been wrestling with these thoughts. Sometimes it even exhausts me because I would like to be useful to God. He gave me life, but not only for that reason. The phrase co-creating with God is so beautiful. For me, that would be the greatest honor imaginable.

Very often I ask God what I should do with my life, what plan HE has for us. Almost every day I ask Him to use us for His own purposes. Yet I still feel deeply lost and confused, in the sense that I do not know what I could do for God.

I feel generally suspended, as if hanging in place. I feel no resistance toward God whatsoever, nor toward work, but I feel as though I am standing off to the side, as if there were no place for me. It is a strange feeling, and it has been following me for a long time.

Sławomir Majda:
Act where you are. Do what you are already doing. Missions are usually a poor idea. Take care of your children and your husband.

Danusia:
I do not want missionary ambitions, and that is not what I mean. I simply want to do everything possible so that God is pleased with me, and I feel such great helplessness.

I am not talking about any mission. When I think about God, enormous forces pull me toward Him—longing, deep emotion, joy. At the very mention of the word God, something strange happens within me…

Sławomir Majda:
Keep working. Something wonderful will emerge from it all. I waited ten years for anything good to come.

Opublikowano: 19/06/2026
Autor: Sławomir Majda
Kateogrie: God

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